June 9th of 2012...A day I will never forget.

I question myself.  I used to have it all figured out.  My life...no...ALL life seemed to fit quite nicely into the shape I had chosen for it.  Four corners...90 degrees, four sides...all the same length.  Even when things didn't seem to fit, I found a way to make them.  Things are different now.  I don't believe that I ever will see things the same as I did before.  After all, I am a father now.  Dads have to be different then men without seeds.  We have to be responsible.  We have to be strong.  We have to be confident in ourselves.  These are all qualities I used to believe I possessed.  After June 9th; however, I'm not so sure anymore.